Today is a snowed in day with classical music and sleeping, drugged, dogs. When does life begin to feel stable? When I was lamenting yesterday, missing sitting in the rocking chair at night and watching the christmas tree lights blink, he told me to remember what is going on now; that these are memories too.

He also said, one day, I will be back in that rocking chair.

I hope.

Good music: Gnossiennes No. 1 - Lent by Lang Lang (Painted Veil Soundtrack)