Wandering

It's like im waiting for someone to come find me and put me to use. There is nothing out here, it's limbo: not enough education or experience for this position or I'm qualified because they only require a high school education and be eighteen yrs or older. Really? There are so many things i could do, right? Architect, graphic designer, artist, children's book illustrator. But how do you begin? I feel like i am glued physically here and mentally too. Stuck. I don't understand how some moments things can seem so vast and unconquerable and then days later seem optimistic and endearing of an endeavor.