today sucked. i bashed my finger in the ladder and now i cant bend it. my "assistant manager" yelled at me and told me to shut up. i nicked my ankle on something who knows. im spending thanksgiving without my family. my margarita is not kicking in. i hate not being home for the dogs. i want a career. there is nothing to hire me out here in wyoming. is chris worth living out here? i thought so. but its only been 6 months and i am wearing thin.
i need to do 18 more months here. i cant.
We're in different situations but I know this feeling too well right now. I moved out here to be with (my) chris and the real world is hitting hard. He's busy a lot, I'm lonely and bored, the job world sucks, is this really my life??
ReplyDeletethe job world does suck! maybe i was raised with too much optimism and crayon rainbows, but i still havent found my career niche. like im unwanted and unwanting.
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